-HONESTY, “I’m just trying to have more good days than bad.” –

I wish I could go back and be a kid all my life. Everything was easier then, well it wasn’t really but I could take that struggle over everything today, or maybe not, depends on the day.

Adulting is hard, yah shocker,haha. Everyday for me is a struggle to maintain my sanity, I’m not saying this lightly. Everyday is a struggle to keep my head above water because it feel like I’m drowning.

“Coming down for air, ” something I read in a book I just recently finished. It doesn’t have any significant meaning for me, I just like the quote.

Recently in my attempts to keep my head above water I decided to go back to doing the things that bring me the most joy: writing, sketching and reading. It’s an attempt to make it through my days alive, an attempt to put a little more meaning into my existence and add a little more color on my canvas.

I haven’t updated this blog in more than a year but I want to try and get back to it hoping I’ll be consistent. I’ve always wanted to do vlogs on YT but I’m not at that point in my life yet so instead I’ll do daily blog posts about how hard adulting is: ADULTING DIARIES.

With love,

Ciku. ♡